Thursday, 21 October 2010

more poetry...

Do Not Go Gentle into that Good Night
-Dylan Thomas


Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rage at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.



Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

And you, my father, there on the sad height,
Curse, bless me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.


This was written by Thomas to his dying father. Once the context is there, the poem is really poignant. 

I've grown to love this poem...

High Windows

-Philip Larkin

When I see a couple of kids
And guess he's fucking her and she's
Taking pills or wearing a diaphragm,
I know this is paradise

Everyone old has dreamed of all their lives--
Bonds and gestures pushed to one side
Like an outdated combine harvester,
And everyone young going down the long slide

To happiness, endlessly. I wonder if
Anyone looked at me, forty years back,
And thought, That'll be the life;
No God any more, or sweating in the dark

About hell and that, or having to hide
What you think of the priest. He
And his lot will all go down the long slide
Like free bloody birds. And immediately

Rather than words comes the thought of high windows:
The sun-comprehending glass,
And beyond it, the deep blue air, that shows
Nothing, and is nowhere, and is endless.



When I was younger this poem brought to mind college and having to analyse it. I was always a bit rubbish at analysing poetry. But when I read it now, I love it. I don't know why, I just do. It must be a grower I guess...

8 tracks...





One of my mixes from 8tracks.com...I'm still trying to afford all of the songs on this mix to make the same one for my i-pod. Everyone likes a good old hand clapping song, and that's what my mix is all about! Music distracts me, but in a good way!

Wednesday, 20 October 2010

l'amour fou...


I've been with my boyfriend for 3 months now (officially that is). Last weekend we had the love talk. It was intense and scary and liberating. He loves me, I love him and it's made me so happy. I don't usually talk about stuff like this...it's all too sappy and girly and pathetic. But for once in my life, I'm happy. If you had asked me 6 months ago if I thought that a boy would make me so happy I would have laughed in your face. I'm an eternal pessimist when it comes to my life. So there, post done. Sorry for being sappy and girly and pathetic.

one of my favourite phrases...


If you need that explaining, you deserve a punch. 'Nuff said.

Thursday, 14 October 2010

Paris

© Stephanie Broom
 © Stephanie Broom
© AC

© AC

© AC


I love Paris. Whenever I feel like life has got too much, all I think about is getting myself on the Eurostar and going to Paris to escape for a couple of days. One day I'll shun all of my responsibilities and just go, instead of only thinking about it.

Wednesday, 13 October 2010


I needed this today. I just got another job rejection letter. For a job that I really thought I'd be great at. I needed something to keep me positive, and give me a fresh outlook. Thank you Unknown.

Tuesday, 12 October 2010

This is beautiful...

where my blog title came from...

Edward Estlin Cummings

i carry your heart with me 

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)




A fitting Quote About Life...

"I take a moment to look back across the span of my life, and I try to see it for what it was. Amidst the madness that I encountered, amidst the rush and smash and brutality of the collisions of humanity I have witnessed, there have been moments. Love. Passion. Promise. The hope of something better."
- R.J Ellory. "A Quiet Belief in Angels."